one regret after another weighs heavy (271 words)
keep in mind:
to incorporate into the appropriate component
Item #: SCP-9925
Object Class: Safe/Euclid/Keter (indicate which class)
Special Containment Procedures:
i need to ask dr. (what's their name?) if it can be allocated a containment room. put a reminder to ask them; i'll do it in [FUTURE]
Description:
to-do list:
- describe the anomaly(is it human; not entirely sure) (living? heart pulse detected);
- describe target population;
- memory affected;
- infectious; cognitive
- put a reminder to work on the description;
- when did it develop? (two months ago; not entirely sure);
- eat;
- when work is done; ask if the shift is over
the clock's not working anymore. nothing left in the desk. i'll ask for a replacement battery.
i think i'm glad i got the job? i've been working for this all life long. i remember my parents gleaming with joy (once)
it settled fast
stupor, staring blankly at the screen, desire to do but something stops me
inside of me, nagging
will i fail
will i disappoint
will it bother me
do i genuinely care
a part of you wants to
responsibilities; not a child anymore
have i missed out on something?
does it matter
is it permanent? i need to ask
reminder:
don't forget to ask if it's always going to be like that
Addendum: [Optional additional paragraphs]
can't let myself be crushed —> failure (for myself and those who care)
one regret after another weighs heavy
if i lift them off, can i finally be free?
for later:
leave this place when i can
but let me close my eyes first;a prison of my own;comfort within familiar confines.